Finale to Longing

I f**ked up.

I made several STUPID mistakes that led up to my errors.

Firstly, I made the bad decision of writing that stuff on my blog, or even on the internet. Bitter experience shows otherwise.

Secondly, I made the error of believing that no one looked at my blog, whereas the person I cared for <i>actually</i> did. That made things a whole lot more complicated

She did absolutely nothing wrong, save from actually mentioning it, I have to say. It was all my fault. My failiure came from my own damned head and it's current inability to consider other possibilities.

All I wanted was someone to spend my life with, to hold close and all that crap. But, silly me, I completely f**ked it up.

Fortunately, we're still friends. That's all that matters, but still...

If I do fall in love with anyone else, which knowing me is likely, I'll only keep it to one sentence, and leave the rest of the information in a journal IRL, that only I can look at, on penalty of severe beatings. I'm not man/stupid enough to kill.

Years from now, the two of us will look on this and laughed. In fact, we kinda did on the day it happened, due to the hilarious fact that I was going to confess on the same day she brought my errors up. It's still funny to me, just... sad funny.



-Sigma.

Now, onto matters of less tragety, which should be the content of my blog nowadays.

I need to draw myself a new deviantART ID. My old one is outdated.

Also, F**KING SUNBURN!!! AAAAAARG!!! This is why I stay indoors and wear long-sleeve shirts and like winter over summer.

And feel free, if you have a Tumblr account, to ask me things: http://Sigma-The-Awesome.tumblr.com (I think that's it.). I'd appreciate the questions, but I won't always draw a responce comic.

Fare thee well, and safe travels!

Buncha new stuff

Once again, pointless rambling from the mouth of Sigma.

Love life: Next time I spend some time with her, I'm going to confess. 'Cos I can't hold it back now. I'm thinking of something melodramatic like kissing her before I actually say the words, but knowing my nature, warn her about it literally a second before.

On the Equestrian Army on deviantArt, an MLP RP group, it needs more order. And better character development. Stuff like that. Very tempted to leave the group.

Other than those two important things, I got nothing.

Actually, I might as well address the not-issue of my rambling. See, I use this blog to lay down important facts in my life and imagination, not for socialisation. That's what Real Life is for.